Okay, so lately I’ve been reading a lot of fan fictions about forbidden love, particularly Rachel and Chandler fics (you know, from FRIENDS). After downloading a fanfic app I am now officially a junkie. Something about the whole idea of forbidden love has always been so appealing to me, I guess I’m just super angsty inside. Anyway, all this reading is making me want to write again. This summer I want to take a stab at writing fan fiction. I’m hoping this will strengthen my character development so that I can finish my novel within the next year.
I’m going to shop at local farmers markets and learn how to plan and cook healthy and delicious meals for my family. I WILL master this whole cooking thing!
I’m going to join a gym and actually go. Staying active helps me stay happy, not to mention attractive ;)
Superficial moment: I’m going to get tan and redo all my piercings. I’d like to enjoy the fact that I’m not pregnant for the first summer in 3 years =P
Finally, this summer is retraining time. Retraining for my mind to develop healthier coping mechanisms and attachments. Retraining for my heart to trust and allow in the people I care about. It’s time to stop existing and start living.
Here’s to summer 2012.